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Main Entry: agent pro·vo·ca·teur
Pronunciation: 'ä-"zhän-prO-"vä-k&-'t&r, 'A-j&nt-
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural agents provocateurs /'ä-"zhän-prO-"vä-k&-'t&r, 'A-j&n(t)s-prO-/
Etymology: French, literally, provoking agent
Date: 1877
: one employed to associate with suspected persons and by pretending sympathy with their aims to incite them to some incriminating action
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| A shocking night...These kids dont use their Brains!! |
| 10.30.03 (10:03 am) [edit] |
Man...what in THE HELL are these kids thinking? I arrive late to Sumshee's. While it was a plesant evening overall there's some things that disturb me. First of all, I find that the new fucktard Randy has told twinkie James hes "too fat" for him...man if this turnip is tryin to make friends, he sure is goin about it ALL wrong. What shocks me is that either A) he doesnt realize hes being an ass or B) he knows and doesnt care...either way he's gonna keep on til he gets his feelings hurt if not the rest of him.
 I sat and had a nice conversation with McMark, Chris ,(who finally explained how to make the links in my journal...which I'm still not sure work right.) Voodoo John, John K. and Barom (sic) Hope i spelled that right. Then McMark Drops the lil bomb on me that this twinkie/queen i refer to as "Olive Oyl" is a Paid escort! Now at this point my jaw drops because "O.O." is ...umm...shall we say Less than attractive...I DO hope that this is not her only source of income as she will starve to death if it is. Then I find out james has been kicked outta his house tonite. I called him over and offered my couch as did McMark and Paul upon his arrival. James refused outta either A) pride or B) waiting for the right one to ask him to stay over until he can get on his feet. Claimed he was gonna sleep in his car which we all felt was not a good idea since the weather at night now is a bit nippy to say the least. Man that kid has had it rough lately; fired from his job, and now homeless. I'm sure it wont last long; Parents have these lil fits and then regret them and this particular twinkie has the hutzpah to really make them sweat over this...so I'm not TOO worried altho the streets of louisville really isnt the place for a 20 year old twinkie. Speaking of James, this brings me to shock #2;
The Queen Mother stopped on one of his trips thru the shop and asked me to step back to his office once i finished a cup of his delicious soup; he had something he made and wanted my opinion. When i got back to his office he handed me a flyer that he had made; It was pretty harsh, yet said things that were long overdue in saying. Bottom line here is that if ur caught with booze or drugs on the premisis there will be hell to pay. and hes right. Apparently this is somthing that has been building since the lil "Glow-stick Ricky" drama unfolded. Then there's the lil rumor flying thru AOL and YAHOO chatrooms that Sumshee's is a great place to come and run back and forth to ur car and drink and do drugs in the parking lot. NOT! Us old-timers will put a stop to that. This evening the straw that finally broke the camel's back was that Tuck allegedly was gonna get drunk with James...who is not of legal age. Now whatever happens off coffee shop property is out of the Queen Mother's hands...but when it transpires in the parking lot thats another story and could open a nasty lil can of worms NONE of us need opened. I'd really hate to see the coffee shop closed due to the stupidity of one of the customers. Grapevine gossip says that a city official, on his way to Trollangles saw a kid dancing in nothing but a thong...this does not look good on our beloved caffine haven. Word is, IF theres any truth to this and alcohol did get passed to a minor theres gonna be some serious banning done.
and I hate that.
Tuck is a friend of mine
James has become a friend of mine
But if u wanna play with fire i guess u sould expect a burn or 2...What I don't understand is what in the hell Tuck was thinking? does he not know the consequences of his actions? again my jaw is on the floor...
McMark...what should i say here? Tonite was i guess the first actual time i have sat and talked to mark...he alright...was nice to get to know one of the regulars a lil better. He's very commited to his job and is trying to move to Chicago. Paul McMark Jay, our own resident ghostbuster, and I went over to Trollangles for a nitecap. Jay is another one i got to know a lil better tonite. He's a hard one to get to know and has a bit of an odd turn to him, but once ya get to know him hes not a bad guy at all. I CAN live without hearing about how rich he is tho. That does NOT inpress me in the least. I'd like to think when i die I'm remembered more for my friends than how much money I left or didnt leave. Ahh pretensious Queens...gotta love 'em. Also heard tonite one of the single most pretentious of them all, Michael the designer ( Why is it ALL queens calim to be some sorta "Designer" anyway?) is so deep in debt trying to impress everyone its not funny. I dont get it...oh well...I digress...
Trollangles was pretty tragic; the strippers were lame and the bulk of the patrons looked worse than the Halloween decorations that the place has put up. So we sat on the dance floor side for a while nursing our drinks and chatting...Turns out Mc Mark knew one of the strippers and they chatted briefly. We went over to the bar side where McMark paul and I played darts. I had it sewn up and McMark came back and kicked my ass...wheres Rothbauer when ya need him? OH I know..I forgot...Chris is nursing a sore knee and left us early. He really needs to have it looked at but ....oh well u cant mother them or kill them...Anyway we all said our goodnites and I came home to put it all down...god i need a life beyond Live Journal...Oh and one more thing: the Dwarf from my last drunken nite was at trollangles tonite. I told paul and Mark to keep him away from me...and McMark says he sucks a mean dick...TMI gurl TMI....
Greetings Aquarius, Your horoscope for the 30th of October:
KEEP YOUR WORD – NO MATTER WHAT!
The Sun in Scorpio trines with Mars in Pisces which means that it’s wise to focus on a more passionate solution at work. (work? Find me work to be passionate ABOUT Huzzy!!) This is a good day to build up will power and aim for the best solution possible. Talking about things will help you come to terms with what’s really important; it’s wise to juggle the facts. Emotionally, it’s wise to give yourself some extra space, you’ll want to develop your creativity and see what blossoms from it. It’s wise to reassure your co-workers, (what co-workers? I'm Unemployed!) they will need to know that you are ready to keep your word, no matter what.
~OR~
A surprising revelation from a friend or acquaintance might wake you up to the fact that you don't really know this person as well as you thought you did.(Ya think? haven't u been reading?) Information received through fax, email or the Internet could set you off on a search for knowledge that could keep you occupied for hours. A child or young person could come to you and ask for help. This promises to be a busy but interesting day, dear Aquarius. Make the most of it! (Oh lawd...Make it ALL good tho...)
cheers!
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| Another Great Open Mic |
| 10.29.03 (8:36 pm) [edit] |
Open Mic nite went really well tonite. I was very pleased. It seems I get all these resounding "NO"S and then once things get going and these people see that no one is gonna make fun of them or put them down for their poetry, singing, ect. THEN its ok and they let their hair down and the poetry flows! I have noticed that the best stuff comes spontaneously from these people.
[u][b]Hilites From Open Mic[/b][/u]
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]I FINALLY got that Toni girl to perform and without the piano.She has a wonderful voice yet still distracted by all the "fairy drama"; I kept telling her to FOCUS
I really wish she would forget the piano is there...(I KNOW I'm not alone in that)
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]Voodoo John has Finally turned that corner from "Doom & Gloom" to "slutty" poetry; A VERY welcomed change I might add...I assume he and Eileen have had a falling out, since she wasn't present again tonite...Can u say "Plesant evening at the coffee shop"?...and 2 nites running! Happy days are here again!
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]Maree, who ripped my ass off for forgetting "Show & Tell" last week came and DID NOT bring her "S&T" item. She did, however, run to her car and get her "Leathergirl Teddy bear" and used that.Sang a song and read a few pieces of poetry...she was pretty unprepared b/c she wasn't feeling well yet performed to "pad" a bit for me...I can always count on Maree...
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]Shawnni read poetry for me tonite; a poem that was sent to me via Tblog. It went over very well and i think i have a new regular participant in open mic.
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]Stephanie, a Bi girl and her new BF Josh came tonite and she sang an original song and sang with James, and wrote a poem for Josh to read.It was very nice and included me b/c i was teasing him about being the "Token Straight Guy" Now Steph is a mystery to me because the last time i worked the door during after hours, she and her then Fiance, Drew stood outside and talked to me forever...odd one she is, yet I like her.
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image] Crazy twinkie Davy showed up after he got off work and had 2 poems written and presented them. They were pretty good. That one has such a good mind if only he would use it...
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]"ChiaCut" showed up late and only got one song in; he did very well. That boy turns me on soooooo much but alas he's too young and still trying to figure out whether he likes boys girls or both. He rode his bike to the coffee shop just for open mic and he doesn't live in the greatest of areas at this time so I took him home. No I didn't try anything with him.
As much as I wanted to...id lick that boy from head to toe! but I didn't wanna be pushy b/c he was telling me how pushy the clique he runs in IS pushy about trying to get in his pantz. Maybe it will happen with me and maybe it won't.
Who can say? all I can tell ya is I'm gonna try and help him a lil bit; take him with me to seek employment ect., but I'm sure that's about as far as I will get with that one. Paul Moon and I sat and talked for a while after I got back from taking "ChiaCut" home.He just had goten there when "Chia" decided he was ready to leave so I told paul I'd be back and we would chat a while. He let me know that my concerns about the "Queen Mother" last evening were a false alarm. I was pleased to hear that.
[image]Provocateur_135276 9484.gif[/image]...And we seem to have a new problem patron: Some fool named randy. to put it as Eric would, He "Irritates" people. "Twinkie" told me hes a crack head...NOT what the shop needs at all. I over heard him referring to us all as "tired queens" and of cuss I HADDA set him straight there. that one will have to go! There were complaints on him last time i worked the door, so I feel pretty sure he wont be around too long.
Now Rothbaur, based on the length of this blog are u glad I'm here? IM beginning to like LJ...It's growing on me...
Cheers!
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| NightQueen's Ignunt-ass Quiz... |
| 10.28.03 (5:03 pm) [edit] |
OK so i was bored and took this lil quiz.
the questions sounded a lot like some from the "100 things about me " webrings so....
[b]Layer.one [/b]
Name: Provocateur...thats all You need to know...
Birthdate: 1/27/nunya
Birthplace: Central KY
Current location: Lousiville KY
Eyes: Hazle
Hair: Auburn...ok...RED!
Height: 5'11"
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[b]Layer.two [/b]
Your heritage: German Aristocracy/Dirt poor Scottish
Your weakness: Men with long hair
Your shoes you wore today: black loafers
Your fears: Homelessness
Your perfect pizza: with EVERYTHING except anchovies
Goal you'd like to achieve: Finish my education
[b]Layer.three [/b]
Your thoughts first waking up: wheres my cigarettes?
Your best physical feature: my eyes
Your bedtime: whenever...usually at the crack of dawn
Your most missed memory: christmases at my grandparents
[b]Layer.four [/b]
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi...actually Mountain Dew
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: casual date; either sex; either
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither i HATE tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: both
[b]Layer.five [/b]
Smoke: Marlboro light 100's
Cuss: like a sailor...except in tblurt...french braid it!
Sing: not for many years; may soon for an open mike night
Take showers daily: ABSOLUTELY
Have a crush: nah not at the moment
Think you've been in love: yes I KNOW I have
Want to go college: been there done that
Want to get married: HELL no
Believe in yourself: yes i have to; no one else will
Get motion sickness: nope; not since childhood
Think you're attractive: nope
Think you're a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: yes; Respect my mother highly
Like thunderstorms: eh....take em or leave em
Play an instrument: a tiny bit of piano;
[b]Layer.six[/b]
- in the past months...
Gone to the mall: Ugh! yes...under duress
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yup
Eaten sushi: HELL no been there done that NEVER again
Been on stage: yup
Gone skating: nope
Made homemade cookies: nope
Gone skinny dipping: yup
Dyed your hair: I aint answering that one....
Stolen anything: nope never have never will
[b]Label.seven [/b]
- ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahahah ohhhhhhhh yeah!!!
Been called a tease: nope
Got beaten up: nope
[b]Layer.eight [/b]
Age you hoped to be married: well I DONT wanna get married so....
Number and name of children: none and none...hate children ESP. 13 year olds
Dream wedding: see "age you hope to get married" answer
How do you want to die: peacefully; in my sleep
Where do you want to attend college: University of Louisville
Dream job: Lawyer
Country you want to visit: all of europe
[b]Layer.nine[/b]
- In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: dark eyes...brown
Best hair color: dark hair...brown or black
Short or long hair: LONG hair most definatly
Height: 5'-6.5'
Best weight: any..weight is no consequence..no obesity tho
Best clothing: anything as long as its clean & neat
Best first date location: Buca De Beppo for dinner.
Best first kiss location: Bodily or location? anywhere and take that as u please!
[b]Layer.ten[/b]
Number of drugs taken illegally: 2
Number of people I could trust with my life: 6
Number of CDs that I own: 15
Number of piercings: 2 holes left ear
Number of tattoos: none; not my thang ok?
Number of times my name's been in the news: Unknown
Number of scars on my body: 3
Number of things in my past that I regret.: too many to count
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| A plesant evening... |
| 10.28.03 (1:31 am) [edit] |
Tonite was a very plesant evening...the local coffee emporium had its traditional Monday nite Movies...which of course consisted of 3 horror movies celebrating the Halloween season; "28 days after", "Darkness Falls" and one i didn't recognize...Paul was supposed to bring "the Others" but forgot it...I wish he hadda remembered;I have seen it a few times and thats one crazy movie...It has such plot twists...loved it!!! I woulda got a kick out of seeing those who have NOT seen it and their reactions to it.
"28 Days" fucked me up...that was ONE wild ass movie.
"Darkness Falls" was pretty good also; But didn scare the shit outta me like "28 Days". Barrista Eric and the rest of my friends got a kick outta seeing me jump at the scary parts...them bitches....And there was a noticable absence of a certain lady named "E" that made the evening all that much better. On the down side Mike B. was there spouting his usual bullshit; Peeps who think they "know" me really irk me. This turnip thinks im bitter at the world when if he would come down off the cross and look around a bit, he would SEE that HE"S the [u]only[/u] person im bitter towards. I'm sorry but i DON'T share dates and i DO NOT like having my emails opened and read...A lil RESPECT would be nice...but alas.. He hasn't the brain capacity for that.
Our Glorious Leader was having a 'nite'...not a good mood at all...I'm unaware of what the problem is, yet i DO have an idea...and it scares me a lil...Time will tell.
Cheers!
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| All nite out...Again |
| 10.27.03 (2:20 am) [edit] |
I make these promises to myself every...i mean [b]EVERY[/b] time i go down to the coffee shop: I'm not staying all nite! nope gonna be home at a decent hour.
Yeah fuckin right.
It's 5:am; I just got in from [url=www.familyroom.biz]summie's[/url].
I wanna be asleep.
I am not.
tonite was not all my fault tho...there was a fairly nasty lil accident at the intersection tonite. Amanda and i were sitting at the computers and heard it; ran out to see what had happened and these 2 cars had collided and one of the men was unconscious.We immediately had Eric call 911 and tried to help the best we could...the police/ambulance arrived fairly quickly (well we were a block from the hospital).I think the man in the bigger of the 2 cars was hurt; he was pretty out of it when he came to; he was complaining about his had hurting and maybe it was broken.I told him to remain still until ambulance got there. I think most of either of their injuries was airbag caused. the younger guy was pretty shaken up and had a small cut on his chin, but otherwise not hurt at all that I could see. He asked for a cell phone which amanda provided and he called his family.
The older guy in the big red car...well...he was out of it for all intents and purposes; Moaning and in and out. We urged him not to move much as we didnt know how light or severe his injuries were. Finally the cops/ambulance arrives and they begin the investigation and Amanda and get outta the way of the police
So the cop looks at Amanda and I and tells us not to leave; now neither of us saw a thing...which we told them...
Ill finish this later im soooooooooooo sleepy
[b][u]2:22PM[/u][/b]
So we explained that we didn't actually [b]SEE[/b] the wreck happen we just [b]HEARD[/b] it and dialed 911. then after loading the older guy into the ambulance they talked for a while and the younger guy's mother came (he called her from amanda's celly) and we notice that the police have him in cuffs and are putting him in the cruiser! now thats a fine how-do-u-do...kid just totaled his car ( and believe me it was TOTALED!!) and [u]NOW[/u] it looks like hes goin to jail. His mother came and talked to us and told us there was some issue with his registration and they have to take him in...man that really sucked out loud...eventually he and his family (who are most all there by now) talk the cops outta arresting him and since he had no record of any kind the allowed him to go with understanding that he [u]HAD[/u] to go to the courthouse that minute and clear this other shit up.By then it was 4:30ish and i needed to leave..imagine that...a floor show with coffee....intriguing concept!
Cheers!
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| A Lull before the storm.. |
| 10.26.03 (2:00 pm) [edit] |
Halloween is gay Christmas.
It's a time of year when all the closet-queens can freely go out in drag and not be harassed for being in a dress because its Halloween and you are SUPPOSED to be in costume.
I guess.
I personally have [b]NEVER[/b] had the desire to dress as a woman...But I accept this as part of my race/culture
Anyway I went down to the local coffee establishment last evening and was confronted with a parade of female costumes...I had forgotten that last evening was the traditional Halloween Gay cruise aboard the belle of louisville; This is a costume affair every year. I myself have never been but i hear it's a fabulous party.
So needless to say [url=http://www.familyroom.biz/]Sumshee's[/url] was quite a parade of Joan Crawford wanna be's replete with wire hangers; Glinda the good witch from "Wizard of Oz" (which actually WAS NOT a bad costume IF the guy hadda shaved his beard!) and a full assortment of men dressed like women.
Tragic.
For the most part it was a weird dull night; I guess everyone resting up for next weekend. I personally have a party every night next weekend. But im not dressing in costume. Too poor right now. So i sat and had lively conversation with my friends paul, his new man Robert (go paul go !) Maree,a new lesbian that comes to the coffee shop; I cant think of her name right now...Todd and another new coffee shop patron named Pavel. Pavel is from Poland and in the U.S. to teach chemistry at U.of L. He seems like a very nice kid; i coulda had him last evening but Todd seemed quite taken by him and i don't meddle when theres interest from another party ESPEIALLY when the other party is a good friend of mine.
Ang besides...I had 3 guys later on that evening! I slipped out of the coffee shop about 4:am and went in search of sex...The 1st guy was nice...But a tough nut to crack...literally. we circled each other forever...Married guys who wanna go out and "Take a walk on the wild side" tend to be nervous and kinda unapproachable in a cruising situation. So i finally landed him and we did the 69 thing for about 30 minutes...he was good and of "size" shall we say...Then the 2nd one...scared shitless....so bad he couldnt speak(or was he deaf/mute?) was ok but too scared mommy would catch him ..I hate that. #3 however...
In a Mini van.
Driving around.
Buck bare-assed naked.
I got a phone # from this one...So it was a pretty good night all around I think.
So today...I face Laundry.
ugh!
Cheers...
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| I am the Provocateur! |
| 10.25.03 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
Hello and welcome to my life.
I am the Agent Provocateur, your guide thru my journeys in this so-called life. Here's a bit of ephemera to get acquainted:
Name: Provocateur...thats all you need to know...
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
Born: January 27th in Central Kentucky.
Siblings: None. Only child.
Education: Some College. Dropped out with 6 mos. left. ( I know, I know...Don't Start with me...!)
Occupation: None at the moment.
Partnered or Single? Blissfully SINGLE!!
Romance: What's that?
Hair Color : Auburn...ok RED!
Eye Color: Hazel
Sexuality: Strictly Dickly; Mild to wild!
Body Type: Heavyset at the moment; That WILL change.
Tatts & Piercing: No tattoos; 2 holes in my left ear.
Favorite Food: Steak
Favorite Fast Food: Skyline Chili...nastiest shit in the world and i love it!
Least Favorite Food: Okra...in ANY form!
Least Favorite Fast Food: White Castle (Ugh!)
Favorite Drink: Mountain Dew
Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Absolut Vodka in Spring & Summer; Maker's Mark Whiskey in Fall & Winter.
Smoke: yes, Marlboro Lts. 100's
Favorite TV Show: "Law & Order" ...All of 'em; South Park (Cartman is my role model!)
Actor/Actress? Sandra Bullock; George C. Scott
Favorite Genre of Music? Anything but Country
Why Agent Provocateur? Because to me thats the whole idea of a public blog. Merriam Webster defines it as follows:
Main Entry: agent pro·vo·ca·teur
Pronunciation: 'ä-"zhän-prO-"vä-k&-'t&r, 'A-j&nt-
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural agents provocateurs /'ä-"zhän-prO-"vä-k&-'t&r , 'A-j&n(t)s-prO-/
Etymology: French, literally, provoking agent
Date: 1877
: one employed to associate with suspected persons and by pretending sympathy with their aims to incite them to some incriminating action
Isn't that what this is all about? provoking thought...having thoughts provoked by the blogs you read?
Just they way I see things myself...
Oh and one more thing If you have a problem with gays,Bisexuals, Lesbians,Trans Genders or anyone else associated with any of these minorities, Then[u] [b]LEAVE MY BLOG NOW![/b][/u]...I wont take it personally.
Cheers!
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